…there are lots of impressions roiling around in my head, they seem to wish to keep at what they’re up to, for a while yet.  Who am I to dictate their readiness in words?  Not words: meaning – meaning that wishes to adventure {but hasn’t (found the write raiment yet)(finished packing its bags [of those things which will comprise it during its journey <away from its fountainhead |…|>])}.

Retired this Blog

So, I have taken the plunge and begun publishing my real and actual blog as a replacement for this placeholder.

You can check it out at:

Of course, that thing is heavily under construction and you, my fellow blog readers, may not be happy with its feature-deprived state.  For now, I’ll leave the content that is here, here.  But soon, I’ll put this content there and then eventually, I will remove the content from here.  However, that’ll be a while as that website is a single page javascript application that cannot be indexed by Google.  Getting that search indexing aspect working is what dictates how long this site will be here.

You can check out the code that drives the above website at:

Have a great day,


Now Loose Those Beasts

I have an itch to look at a piece of some old code (to generate browser forms from entity and ui metadata retrieved from the server).  Without further ado:

createMetaform - Copy

I think there is an essential lesson about asynchronicity in the form of this function. Notice how it flows top to bottom then back up and in. It ends somewhere near the center. In fact, the beasts are loosed right around the golden ratio, if mine eyes do not deceive me.  Notice the sort of unconscious inward mirroring between myth and code. Like as in how the function “nowLooseTheBeasts” takes the retrieved entity, loads it into the generated form, and then injects that into the DOM (the anatomy of that which the user can see) and then updates the UI container (IOW, the present-moment skin of the DOM’s underlying anatomy).

I might say a lot, for there is a lot to say, not only about the code pictured above, but the code in which that code is embedded.  Or again, like my first published draft of this post, I may say very little.

That’s like two attitudes toward code (to say nothing of programming): 1) Condense code like distilling a mathematical equation; 2) Dense code is hard to evolve, rather, use (occasionally) verbose design patterns to create code that is broken apart, light and airy, and easy to rearrange.  (Uh oh, looks like I’ll be saying a lot, since none of this has anything to do with the condensed meaning I first typed out… [but if I say a lot using dense meanings… {you’ll have to keep the resonances humming on your own <I can’t do all the work for you through this flat text |you’ll have to breathe life into the pattern herein distilled>}])  I tend, rather, to practice a mixture of the two.  The code pictured above radiates one face of my meaning.  These words another: mathematical equations obfuscate meaning in one way (symbols, like λεπ, that generalize toward total abstraction) while clarifying it in others (revealing underlying structure via the absence of noise unrelated to that structure).  A third: meaning could be thought of as the field generated by the “flow of consciousness” through an alternation between symbolic equations and concrete substitutions (concrete, in this case, in the form of present perception & past memory).

(I just noticed an interesting thing about my language.  What I interject in parenthesis throughout the sentence is the very material normal writers use to construct their next sentence (or is the material they wisely edited out in the interests of the reader [sorry! {I just don’t know any other way to be authentic.  You see, it’s just what I’m talking about in this blog post, two approaches combined <mysterium coniunctionis?>.  |is the question greater than the period? Yes _I’m going to get off track with all these parantheticals_.|  I’m trying to communicate an insight that consciousness is asynchronous.  And how it is so.  How we have consciousness and then we have everything else.  We naively refer to the “everything else” as if it were a single, unified thing.  The Unconscious.  The Right Brain.  Or whatever other moniker you know it by.  God, maybeven?  But what we really have is a  bounded “self” {bounded by some self-defined body}, some identity, some self-referential field, that creates of itself one “processor thread” {this is a language equation, in a math equation that quoted word may be lambda or epsilon or pi}.  Then it tries to understand “its unconscious” as another single processor thread.  In reality, self-identity necessarily founds all representations of non-self-identities in the non-self itself, which it understands only in the one way: not what I am now; which it understands in only one way: what I am now.  Which means we have a seesawing.  Can you see it sawing away like scissors through too much paper?]).  I wonder if this means our paragraphs diverge in purport?  Perhaps it is a shortening of the distance between meaning?  If so, perhaps one could travel through the noosphere at a faster rate thereby?  One could certainly travel inwards, from top to bottom then back up and in).

All that is to spell out: when you let the mind generate meaning in its own natural, asynchronous way you just may find unexpected resonances as exoteric purposes reveal inner purposes that harmonize with outer purposes esoterically.

Note on the code: To be precise, this is essentially the constructor function (initializer) of the “Metaform” object.  The Metaform exists to construct and manage the lifecycle of a user input form (like a purchase order)  generated by logic that takes in entity metadata (property names, value types, relational attributes, ui actions) and a view outline  (user interface domain specific language) and a view model (entity data to be placed into the UI shell generated by combining the entity metadata with the view outline) (although, sadly, to the careful eye, the code will be seen to not adhere to this [what is effectively an] ideal description in subtle ways that are the result of the code body’s growth in the context of an existing code base).  The embedded functional nature exists for one reason and because of one reason.  It exists for the reason of creating seams along a single of path of logic.  These seams are necessary because the single path of logic has steps that require getting data from the server.  In the browser, in javascript, this is achieved through AJAX; in my case, jQuery.get().  jQuery.get() can be used synchronously (by settings async: false and using the return value of the function call) but this is against the grain in javascript, and in fact, vastly slows down the UI (circa 2012).  For instance, during the time it takes (in this case) to generate a form, if the user wishes to somehow otherwise interact with the UI (such as in selecting a different order to view since the first click was in error and the one below it was meant [these sorts of corrections happen in terms of a fraction of a second]), the user will find the UI unresponsive, jerky, rude.  The “proper” way is to use callbacks.  Callbacks allow the browser to update and respond to UI events while the logical steps wait for server data, which, when it gets returned, is passed on to the callback function to continue stepping through the logic.

Callbacks essentially start to look like the code pictured above and can go to any level of depth, like Shai Hulud through the Dunes of Arrakis.  In fact, callbacks, time travel, wave forms and prophecy are probably all related (by way of some audaciously essential subtlety that worms its way throughout [ie: recursion, reflection, reflexivity, autopoiesis, knowledge, mercuri[o]us, Prometheus, treu {ooze ta say the Dao ain’t sum alien’z Way?  De’briz uv ‘is passin’ ticklin’ da leevz uv’wareness?}]).

Arrakis, among other things, represents Frank Herbert’s understanding of a pattern of reality in which large interconnected systems (organisms, empires, species)  attain a time embedded structural dynamic that tunnels the effect of local events outwards into the wider system, giving disproportionate global effect to local actions and disproportionate global action unto local effect.  Too with time.  You can imagine this “time embedded structural dynamic” to be a whirlpool of events with a boundary that bends and tunnels through space and time like a worm of karma through the events of history.  Except history is a desert through which many such worms wend their way.

Are you keeping up wit’his semantic DJ tap dancing language ‘cross your visual field?  Wondering whether or no to attract a worm to ride  or just keep wormstepping the susurrus of the night.


I’ve got a lot of things going on, both in this blog and in rl.  It can be difficult to manage them all.  I’ll limit my considerations to this blog, as far as this post goes.  I recognize that I have going on:

That’s a lot of threads.  Then of course there’s that old rl.  This little post is both a reminder to you (not that I think there is a “you” at the moment, 11/17/12 [I mean that I highly doubt that there exists a single reader of this blog in the sense of someone who is interested in everything that I am writing and comes back to read it]), and to me, that these are the things that are going on.  Maybe there’ll be a “you” someday.  And this will be just another piece of the puzzle.

I am also acknowledging that I need to write more.  It’s been difficult with work and other commitments.  Plus, I read a lot.


Bootstrapps: Intro to Programming


Bootstrapps Table of Contents

  1. Intro to Programming
  2. Setting up a Programming Environment
  3. Language Concept Subutorials
    1. Physical Computers
    2. Variables
    3. Values
    4. Types and Typing
    5. Expressions
    6. Control Structures
    7. Regular Expressions
    8. Functions
    9. Objects
    10. Reflection
    11. Concurrency
    12. Metaprogramming
  4. Programming Tools Subutorials
    1. File System
    2. Databases
    3. Web Services
    4. Connecting Programs
    5. IDEs
  5. Programming
    1. Understanding (the Domain of) the Problem
    2. User Interface
    3. Developer Interface


For a while now, I’ve wanted to write the sort of introduction to programming that would have really made a difference to me when I was learning programming.  Actually, I understand that in writing it now, it will have perhaps an even more powerful impact.  I have a natural talent (even if my other writing doesn’t always exemplify it to you) for appraising a context of information with respect to its clarity and completeness.  Small, perhaps, in the overall scheme of things, nevertheless we must work with what we’ve got.  The importance of my little talent will become clear as the tutorials distill into an essence most efficacious.  You will see, I am going to bootstrap our way to the perfect programming tutorial by constantly reappraising and refactoring the product towards ever greater value.  And in this way, the subtler skills of the master programmer shall be introduced and encouraged.

There’s a difference, however, between this “tutorial” and others.  It is one of scope, of vision, of intent.  Most tutorials are just that: “tutorials”.  Their author has set the scope of their project to be a collection of documents describing and showing how to do or make some activity or thing.  Perhaps there are ancillary materials and tools.  Perhaps even a kind of interactivity.  My question is, how far can the capabilities of programming be taken in a tutorial about programming?  To what degree can I bootstrap (myself, you, whoever) into a master programmer?

It comes down to two things.  The writer and the reader.  The writer must be dedicated to putting the most into the presentation as well as continuous refinement, just as the reader must be dedicated to getting the most out of it and as well as continuous refinement.  For the reader, this should be easy.  My avowed goal is to catalyze your transformation into a master programmer.  Not just a competent one.  A master.  Someone in the top half a percentile.  Perhaps it’s a little more difficult for the writer, however.  Is this some sort of altruistic gesture?  Am I toiling away solely for you benefit?  No.  For better or worse, I’m thinking globally, but acting locally.  I’m going to transform myself into a master programmer (I am not one, right now, I assure you, which isn’t to say that I’m no good, but rather that I have a pretty lofty perception of what constitutes a master programmer).  I am going to record my doing of it.  I am going to feed the process back in upon itself.  I am going to take a picture of a lightning bolt as it arcs through the sky.

You see, I think programming is a multifaceted activity.  Programming, like any craft, is not just the end product.  Which is to say, a full description of how to get from a blank screen to a working program does not simply involve a description of the meaning of the keywords and syntax of the programming language used.  There is much more involved in arriving at a “program”.  And if you really want to master arriving at “programs”, well, you’ve got your work cut out for you.  You my as well take up Yoga too, and settle in for the long haul.

Programming tends to involve (but certainly isn’t limited to):

  • Excitement about creating real, active solutions to real, active problems
  • Understanding “int x = 1”, otherwise known as “variable assignment“;
  • Understanding the keywords, operators and syntax of a programming language
  • Understanding Control Flow statements (if, foreach, while, et cetera)
  • Naming
  • Code formatting
  • Being able to analyze problems in terms of smaller problems
  • Being able to stitch together the solutions to many small problems into a big solution to the overall problem
  • Being able to see generic patterns in specific instances
  • Design Patterns (Gang of Four and beyond) and
  • Being able to constrain a solution to use generic patterns
  • Understanding and applying user interface best practices
  • Refactoring code to arrive at better solutions and design patterns
  • Ability to understand knowledge domains (Domain Driven Design and a pdf of Domain Driven Design Quickly)
  • Being able to create tests (test driven development)
  • Object Orientation, Analysis,  and Design
  • Source Control (Git, CVS, SVN…)
  • Object Relational Mappers (ORMs)
  • Integrated Development Environments (IDEs)
  • Command Lines
  • UML (Unified Modeling Language)
  • Metaprogramming
  • Reflection
  • Frameworks
  • Security and Permissions
  • Generics, Templates
  • Best Practices
  • Static vs Dynamic and Interpretted vs Compiled programming languages
  • Functional vs Procedural vs Object Oriented programming languages
  • Computer Hardware
  • Networks
  • Web Services
  • Concurrency
  • Workflows
  • Regular Expressions
  • Databases (SQL, NoSQL, etc)
  • XML, JSON, CSV (data exchange formats)
  • LINQ
  • Compilers
  • Assembly
  • Communication with other programmers
  • Communication with non-programmers
  • Clear thought and writing
  • Being able to search for solutions to any sort of problem encountered while composing a program
  • Ability to step away from problems
  • Domain Specific Languages
  • Continuous Learning
  • Clean Code
  • Legacy Code

That’s already a lot.  Traditionally speaking, it’s five years of knowledge, to attain a passing acquaintance.  But you know what.  That’s also totally false.  That’s five years of textbooks.  Five years of classrooms.  Five years of armchair reading in front of the TV.

It’s a year of engaged learning.  Let’s begin.

A few words on the project in general before going into programming specifically.  I am going to try to quickly (crudely) put together the structural scaffolding of this project (all the basic tutorials) and then go about refining them.  In general, I would expect a year to complete the project and 3 months for it to be generally usable.  If any post in the series begins with [Provisional] than take everything with a grain of salt, I don’t consider it “released” yet.  Alternatively, I will begin each vetted tutorial in the series with a version number in brackets: [1.0] will be release one of a tutorial.  The tutorial as a whole will consist of variously versioned subutorials.  “Metaprogramming” may be at version [4.112] while “Physical Computers” languishes at [1.0] (reflecting in general my interests at the moment).

Let’s set our anchor in the wind.

What is programming?  There are many ways to answer this question.  The right answer depends on the listener.  Programming is a very mercurial referent   One could even doubt a fundamental difference to exist between the programmer of “software technology” and the engineer of “material technology”.  Or replace “programmer” with “hacker” or “engineer” with “artist” or “tinkerer” or “architect”.  It all comes down to a fundamental human activity, structured control.  Now, “control” is an overloaded word, but there is a quintessence to its various senses.  Creating precise or imprecise workflows of will.  This isn’t the place to start defining “will”, but we all have some sense of the fact that it is a fact that we can form an idea of some action and/or do some action.  “Structured ‘doing'” comes close.  Plenty of other places in this blog deal with the nature of “being” and “doing” and “structure” and “function” and “collections of doing” and “organisms” and “spells” and even “programs”.

Programming involves spelling out interconnected, ordered instructions.

A relative(ly accurate) distinction between architecture and programming could be made in relation to the fact that buildings are static solutions to environmental problems, whereas programs are self-modifiable solutions to problems (of course, buildings could become self-modifiable as well, but probably because programs wound their way into the material and connections of the building).

Programs are, essentially, interconnected algorithms that can interconnect.  In The Algorithm Design Manual we learn right off the bat that:

What is an algorithm?  An algorithm is a procedure to accomplish a specific task.  An algorithm is the idea behind any reasonable computer program.

This begins to hint at a second face of programming.  Not only do we have the program, but we have the “specified task”.  Specifying a task involves analyzing its parts.  Programming is the building up of a system of algorithms.  In other words, a program is a structured associations of tiny solutions to tiny problems.  Programming is building up.  But it is something that is built up around something else.  A scaffolding.  Do you see it in there?  Those “tiny problems”.  As much as programming is a building up (of a codebase, et cetera), it is also a breaking down (of a problem into parts).  It is important to keep this in mind.  Too often programmers get stuck on the product of programming, ignoring the means.

Reminds me of Wittgenstein (Tractatus Logico-Philosophicus):


The object of philosophy is the logical clarification of thoughts.

Philosophy is not a theory but an activity.

A philosophical work consists essentially of elucidations.

The result of philosophy is not a number of “philosophical propositions”, but to make propositions clear.

Philosophy should make clear and delimit sharply the thoughts which otherwise are, as it were, opaque and blurred.

Now I’ll move on to Harold Abelson and Gerald Sussman in SICP (Structure and Interpretation of Computer Programs), none other than the defacto introduction to programming computers at MIT for decades (although not necessarily anymore [also check this video series out from HP back in the day! It’s super awesome]):

We are about to study the idea of a computational process.  Computational processes are abstract beings that inhabit computers.  As they evolve, processes manipulate other abstract things called data.  The evolution of a process is directed by a pattern of rules called a program.  People create programs to direct processes.  In effect, we conjure the spirits of the computer with our spells.

A computational process is indeed much like a sorcerer’s idea of a spirit.  It cannot be seen or touched.  It is not composed of matter at all.  However, it is very real.  It can perform intellectual work.  It can answer questions.  It can affect the world by disbursing money at a bank or by controlling a robot arm in a factory.  The programs we use to conjure processes are like a sorcerer’s spells.  They are carefully composed from symbolic expressions in arcane and esoteric programming languages that prescribe the tasks we want our processes to perform. (pg 1)

I’m not making this stuff up.

Let’s examine what programs can “look like”.  Well, they can look like different things, depending on what instruments you’re using to look.  A program can look like a collection of files in a (hopefully) intent-revealing directory structure:

Or it may look like traditional code:

program as code

Or maybe some Class Diagrams:

programs as class diagrams

Or maybe as a work flow:

program as workflow

To me, a program is like a piece of text with the purpose of accurately engendering a specific meaning the mind of the reader.  It basically consists of well-named and well-defined definitions.  Programs are highly interconnected in that a typical programming involves naming a tiny process and referring to it within the definition of other tiny processes.  In this way we can build up layers of inter-supporting abstractions.  In the same way that a single word can carry with it whole contexts of meaning that, without the word, would take paragraphs to describe, so too can programs be built out of nested definitions.

Imagine reading a document where you could click on any word and navigate to its definition.  That definition would be composed of words as well and any of those could be clicked on to navigate to their definition.  And so on.  In the end, this is very much like what a program is.  Every word used in a program (even human text, like “Jack and Jill went up the hill…”) ultimately has a definition in terms of other words that the computer (program compiler) has a definition of, all the way down to the tiniest processes of all, individual changes within the electronic circuits themselves (FYI, that is the difference, for instance, between X86 processors and ARM processors)

So, how do changes to collections of present/absent electrical pulses turn into letters and text and pictures and user interfaces and meaningful content?  Trust me, these days programmers don’t instruct the computer about the color of each and every pixel on the monitor and program at the level of describing the color and intensity of pixels on the screen.  These days programmers communicate in terms of preexisting abstractions that make the solution to the problem of, for instance, creating an interface into the details of a purchase order, much easier and closer to the level that people actually think about the purchase order, rather than the nitty gritty level electrical hardware signals.

An example is due.  Let’s say we want to tackle the project of creating a text editor (not for the faint of heart).  At a basic level, this involves showing and saving a series of keystrokes by the user.  When a writer creates a document, essentially they are linearly stringing together characters (symbols, letters, shapes) that they can move around in and edit over time.  The characters are specified by pressing keys on a keyboard, either singly or in combination and the navigation happens through keyboard and mouse and touch and whatever essentially positions a “cursor” where the next character is to be inserted in the string of characters.  While that is accurate in certain reductionist ways, if we want our text editor to be useful to the modern writer we are going to have to add functionality that operates in terms of higher level concepts than “characters”.  For instance, spell check involves “words” and formatting may involve “sentences” and “paragraphs” and “pages” and “margins” and “fonts” and “footnotes” and “lists” and “text selections” all the sorts of stuff that writers use to structure and interact with various aggregations of characters in a text document.  Once you’ve defined these terms in your program, you can write functionality that uses them and exists in relation to them.

I want to emphasize the importance of organization to a program.  In the end, any  program that works (however that is defined for that program) is organized.  It’ can’t help but be due to the way processors work.  The only question is how well that organization is understood by they who wrote it and how well it can come to be understood by those who would understand it.

Why I oughta…

I tend to compose a blog post in a single sitting.  Rarely have I saved a draft and came back to “finish the other half” and publish it another day (except maybe for one or two of the Sutras, and maybe another post)  Which isn’t to say that I haven’t made tiny edits or added a paragraph or changed picture, days or even weeks later, or written a post one day and published it another.  But I mean, generally, that I’m not making sweeping changes to a post after the day I started it.

But sometimes, I read over my posts and I just wanna put this whole project on pause and spend a month or two completely polishing every post, getting rid of some, merging others, and generally reorganizing.  Planning out a structure and linking things together for real.  I add a lot of interblog links and conceptual references, but as I’ve said (see what I mean about interblog links, geesh) this isn’t all planned out.  Yet, in writing the last three sentences, my perspective changed and I’ve come to embrace the nature of this blog.  While creating an association of words that reflect negatively on an unorganized structure I realized that in a very real sense my unconscious is already organizing all this information.  Parallels emerge that would never have slipped through in a rigidly planned project, where every meaning is intentional and unambiguous.  I will try to remember to collect these unintended parallels down below as I notice them.

You know what I think is going to happen?  Over time this is all going to distill.  In the same way that I edit a single post organically as I compose it, this whole blog is going to filter through the same process.  But the blog that I want to make is something that would allow for easy navigation of the history of these edits.  As the whole system is the whole system, not just some part, like the head revision.

But what really motivated this post was the immaturity of much of my writing.  I go too far with parenthetical thoughts.  In fact, I start too many sentences with “In fact” or other silly transition phrases.  But that comes down to what my point in the moment of writing is.  When I’m writing in the thick of things my point isn’t only to compose pretty writing; it is also to capture as much of the seed of my thought-nature as is possible.  I’m somewhere in there, in the pattern that could be distilled out of my writing.  Perhaps that will be useful someday in the future in relation to some imaginary technology that can process such information.  There is a part of me that appreciates all this superfluous data, the typical amplifications, the archetypal whirlpools of semantic folding.  I just wish I could layer and make navigable, my revisions, all the way down to each keystroke.  Consider.  That is how thought is traced, and how a mind is reminded of the details of past streams of experience.  Record of the ways the mind pushes the little shapes its gained control of is the record of the mind.  This is not to say that the mind is an epiphenomenon of matter, but rather to say that matter and mind are like thunder and lightning — two conjoint surfaces of a single whole.  In order for mind to exist, perhaps, it needs some matter to push off of and the record of the pushing off of matter by mind is the record of mind itself.  The more of it you can get, the less loss there is in the representation.  Complementarity of structure and function.  If you consider the stuff of awareness to be constant across distinct personality-beings, then you essentially concede the plausibility of the notion of lifting a mind out of a collection of artifacts just as one may lift a fingerprint from a glass and placing that mind in a stuff of awareness other than that which developed from your mother (ie, you).  

Do you realize that the various UI for human communication could essentially be the way humans see and interface with the brain of human society?  Human society would be as ignorant of humans as humans are of neurons (is ‘UI’ also plural, or do we need the ‘s’ as in ‘UIs’?  fishui).

I find that there are often unconscious parallels in my writing.  If I remember I will try and collect my awareness of them here: